You’d think at this age you would know what you’d want in life, how you want it and how to get it. But yeah no. Still no life changing epiphany or whatsoever. At age 7, i knew i wanted to be a badass lawyer just like Matlock. I thought i had that locked in for life. Then, at age 12 being an avid fan of goosebumps, fearstreet and sweetvalley i thought Heyyy i know. I want to be a WRITER!!! Well that didnt happen. At 18 i pursued a degree in Business management which was something i really enjoyed doing. However, instead of taking up a masters in the same field, i dove right in to uncharted waters and started a crash course in..diplomacy and trade.You see, my life just didn’t go the way i have planned. But maybe, plans are not even necessary?

if that’s the case then whyyyyy are people pressured to have plans? why? why? I’ve had plans. but they’ve all for some reason, have never really followed through. Should i just be going with the flow kah? and check back to myself when im 30..and see what i have achieved then? Or maybe by 30. I WOULD then KNOW what i want. but wudnt that just be too late kah???

sorry guys. just a random thought.

Haven’t got anything planned out for today (there it is again!) but i think i might just stay home. cook myself a nice chicken lunch.. and set out a movie line up for me to watch today.. Maybe ill watch Private Benjamin first..

and then.. oh i dont know. anything lah. ok. ill update u guys later. I just need to stay away from the computer for awhile. Takut ku buta. lol. tapi ke TV jua tu ah????? ill make sure ill sit far far away from my tv set then. mcm jauh Manggis sama Jerudong. ok baboosh!!!!

kiss me.