10 in the morning.. *yawn*. skipping squash for the 100th time this week. Kudnt get up this morning..my eyes felt like they were glued together. Im not sure whether i shud go back to sleep or go mandi after this.. the only reason why i woke up was because Aniq was going in and out of the room dumping things in to my brother’s suitcase – to the point of annoying. sigh. *yawn*.

Saw Bon three times yesterday. Morning Noon Night ani kan? baru namanya cinta. haha. I guess its making up for all the times that im not going to see her sampaiiiii nu year. She came with me to Huaida’s nikah by the way. Again, congragulations babe. aku pun tarus tesliur kan mau nikah jua. hahaha. Witnessed Dah’s nikah from this room that looks out in to the ceremony. All the girls around me were trying their best not to break down in to makeup smudged tears though to no avail hahahaha nyaman ketawa ku meliat sorang2 menarik tissue dari handbag. INDUSTAN kali ah dalam ah. i had to tell myself over and over that my eyeliner wasn’t water proof to stop me from crying. hahaha. never actually went to experience Nikah btw. I wasn’t pretending that i didnt know anything about these kawin processions.. the thing is I REALLY DIDNT KNOW. i know the basics of Nikah pulang..and sanding but other den that sorry naik lorry lah im just clueless. ..pasal FAMILY kami alum ada yang kawin bah.. MENUNGGU aku bah durang anie ah tunggu ku kawin karanggggggg.. aku nguruskan anak urang kawin pulang. nah kau.

oh. and i heard they mentioned my name a couple of times over drinks last nite. i wonder what everrr..for.. ah.. hmmmmmmm……

Me and bon realised that everyone is getting married these days. and each year the people who are getting married are the ones closer to our age. as in..i quote bon “Yang kawin ani nada lagi ada “kaka” or “abang” punya status!”. Its true, lately semua yang kawin ani are the ones we call on first name basis..for example “Dah!” just thinking of it can be very very unnerving. mcm wow.. i have to get married in 3 years time.. i have to find a GUY NOW. i have to…WOW. im not 16 anymore-that kind of thing. for some people lah 😛 otherwise im just taking it easy.. (aiseyyyyyyy!,thats what im saying now … come back when im 25-and-not-married yet..see what i wud say then hahaha confirm dangan background music SEDIH ku becerita tue…kwang kwang kwang..

leaving tonite. havent packed. mcm malas ku kan belarai ani. at the same time its kind of good jua that im getting out of brunei. u can’t have too much of a good thing jua kan? the trip to dubai will balance everything out. will be coming back just in time for Dah’s sanding.. not sure what im doing Nuyears. i kud be at three places.
1. Empire. with the lot.
2. At home. belting out the lyrics to KEHEBATAN CINTA on the karaoke with my family.
3. My room..count down sendiri sendiri. skali tidur. exactly what i did on nu years 2002. ah. depressing.

anyway, meeting up with Julian for lunch.

but i dont feel like lunch. *pouts*

bah kamu. doubt ill be posting for awhile.
so ill probably see you all in the nu years.

i wish you all a Merry kerismassssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and a happyyy nu year~~ WITH LOVE <--(with love ni ah..jan main main!) kiss me.