Staying positive like HIV

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today ive decided that im going to be happy and NOTHING. NOTHING can break me. repeat infinite x.

so what did i get up to over the weekend? i met a Birkin.

and it came with accessories in the form of a cute little boy. lol.

caught up with the Runner by day, Cupcake Baker Extraodinaire by night over Churros.

Harry Potter with the cousins – ROFL-ed over how we really wanted to know which house Harry Potter’s kid is gonna end up being in. Griffindor or Slytherin? It got funnier when my cousin cleverly suggested that we contact the cinema staff for the info and while we were at it, we should also complain about their 3D glasses because apparently, even with the glasses on we still couldn’t see Voldemort’s nose! But in all seriousness, i really recommend everyone to go and watch it. it’s soooooo sedihhhhhhhh that i tot Jk-Rowling mustve been a K-drama producer in another life.

oh and i was also privy to baby photos! i love it when we move houses because we get to go through old albums before it gets chucked in to the store room for ETERNITY.


my love affair with Coke started early. lol.

shit. i just realised that i ate my way through the long weekend. eRkzzzzz. lol. how poklen is ErKz? just as poKlenz as ErMmmmmz.

its back to Monday.

sigh.

have a good week everyone. xo

8km

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Ive done two 8km runs so far. It has been a while. the last time i ran this often was two months ago. It’s amazing how even a week of no running can have an impact on your stamina. Prior to this i was able to complete an 8km run in an hour… now i take about 1hr 20 minutes min to get to the end of the finishing line/my car. eh, how dis. so bad. i haven’t even started training for a 10km! I’ve been doing 8s since the start of the year.

The fact that its going to be puasa soon doesn’t help either. My running friends told me that they will be running around the stadium area after terawikh, and this to me, sounds abit too ambitious. Ok ah, like dis: u dont eat the whole day..and u finally buka arnd 6..u terawikh until about 9..and u run sampai 10pm..skali u have work tomorrow? and how you going to run at night? won’t it be dangerous kah? i might give this ago, or join the gym for a month.

but then again, do i really want to join the gym????????? maybe i shoud..or maybe i shud just buy myself a torchlight, shut the fuck up and RUN around the stadium .

NO PAIN NO GAIN…

kan?

bukan pasal ya hitam…

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had ASOS opened up on my explorer when Yus walked in.

me: Yus, kalau kau kana suruh kawin sama yang sebalah kanan atu mau kau?
yus: *tekidum*
me: YUS!!mau kah inda??
yus: *tekidum masih*
me: ok..lah aku bagi kau CHOICE lah. yang sebalah kiri kah yang sebalah kanan??
yus: err..
me: tapi kalau kau kawin yang sebalah kanan, kau masuk SYURGA.
yus: bah yang sebalah kanan lah..tapi..err..emm..mesti tunggu RAMBUTNYA PANJANG.

ROFL ROFL ROFL.

yus: boring jua tu kalau rambutnya pindik, kalau tidur malam nada kan dimain main….

hahahahaahahahahaaha…ani. baru DIPLOMAT.

grrr

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m pissed. because it’s only tuesday. 🙁

in other news, i managed to run 8km yesterday. my first 8km run in a LONG LONG LONG time.

ok. this sucks.

ive run out of things to say.

what else can i talk about? apart from how SLOW time is moving.

gah.

kusut.

im not happy for the following reasons:

– facial skin is dry.
– my allergy is up, thanks to moving day. this makes my skin itchy and DRYER.
– my allergy is up.
– my allergy is up.

its paloi how allergy meds makes you drowsy.

cause im sleepy.

ihuhuihiherfe

kusut. mcm pms. tapi inda.

i want to bake world’s delicious yellow cake.

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woke up today with the sudden craving for cake. it’s one of those but-i-have-no-idea-why mornings. i also have no idea why i came to work without my wallet today. :S i need coffee. it’s so cold that i feel like im being cryogenically frozen.

i think everyone’s allowed to whine on Mondays. EXSPECIALLY on Mondays. How was everyone’s non-weekend, weekend anyway? good. but it’d be much better if it was an actual weekend. my answer, every single time.

if only.

crying at weddings.

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After my last break up… i can’t quite cry at weddings without people thinking that i’m crying because im NOT the one getting married? I’ve shed a few tears at a few weddings last year and this year, mainly at my COUSINS’ wedding and a few of my good friends. And everytime those around me saw me cry, the person NEAREST to me would pat me gently on my back and go ‘It’s your turn soon, ada tu krg, don’t worry’..

and in my head, ill be like:
“Terima kasih ah mendoakan ah.. but im not crying because of my UNCERTAIN FATE, im crying because yang kawin ani 1st COUSIN ku dangan ku bemain lagi damit!?!?!?! SKALI YA ANI BASAR SUDAH KAWIN YA SUDAH, MCM MIMPI BAH KAMI BEMAIN MASAK MASAK LAGI DAMIT ATU.. skali aku menangis pasalnya..SIAPA TAH DANGAN KU BEMAIN MASA MASAK NI??? SIAPA JADI MAMA SIAPA JADI BAPA SIAPA JADI ANAK???”

but instead, i would usually just brush these comments off with a half smile.

mana lagi yang PENGANTIN sendiri yang becakap. but its ok, i understand that it’s your special day, and the universe on this day is forced to REVOLVE around you..and so im going to let this pass, wipe my tears off , wave my middle finger at you when no one is looking and say “selamat pengantin baru.. semoga bahagia ke anak cucu..sama SEBENARNYA, MAKE UP MU BIDA!!”

banar jua tu, mun ku KAN MENANGIS pasal KU BALUM KAWIN.. I CAN DO IT IN MY OWN TIME THANK YOU VERY MUCH..(which i don’t by the way. cause im perfectly happy where i am now) BEHAPA TAH LAGI DAPAN ORG..LIKE THAT WOULD GET ME KAWIN ANI FASTER? think about it. sigh.

u think being asked when it’s going to be your turn is OFFENSIVE???????

ani lagi kejiwa rasanya, menusuk kalbu. yatah, pasal ani..aku nda dpt menangis lagi time org kawin.

nda papa ku simpan saja tangis ku ani didalam butul bagi ex boyfren ku minum. lolol.

lol. on another note,

Selamat Pengantin Baru Mun & husband, semoga kekal ke anak cucu. AMIN. 🙂

Oh. To Diya & Azam too, Selamat pengantin baru 🙂

kiss me.